Monday, October 8, 2007

I'm reading

Suddenly feel like smothering myself with novels, fictions, non-finance related readings, that don't require much application to real life. This is my favorite read at this moment, I found it quite enjoyable, but the distressed plot continues to weigh down my heavy heart....


What keeps haunting me is the revelation of truth, the idea of familiarity, trust and honesty means humiliation as much as despair. Sometimes you need to get out in order to see what's clear inside, does it mean that's good for you? Delusion is the mask of reality, although dreams and hopes can be unattainable, but at least leave some good memories. All along I thought I took the driver seat in everything, not because I am capable to do so, but rather being forced to pave my own path. Now that I realized it is some stick shift I cannot master, I was just bumping my ride and leaving skid mark on the ground.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

yeah that book is really heavy... makes you question the relationship between fidelity and love. but you read so much into the book! why are you reading these books that will make life suddenly look worse?