What a drag

Decision was supposed to be made last week...if not, why hurry to do all the interviews during my crunch time?!

One week passed already.. still haven't heard a word about it.. my boss seemed very stress and there're quite a few ppl spending a lot of time in his room with door closed.

Next week he will be traveling to India, so I wouldn't be able to get an answer for another week.. what a torture and what a drag. Another week of waiting, another week of uncertainty.

This whole thing has been fallen out of my plan. I am supposed to declare victory by now, celebrating my friends' weddings and go traveling stressfree. This become such an overhang, I feel like sailing without a direction.. being afraid of hitting an iceberg or into a whirpool.

I am so exhausted, I had put up with a fierceful fight. I don't think I can possibly achieve more. I just want my fair piece of rewards.

Looking forward to my Vietnam trip next week.. for a marathon of relaxing massage and french cuisine.